Pray and keep praying!
" For all you know Sonia too is only a mere pawn in the game but a visible icon to them as long as the purpose is served. She is just riding a tiger-- a dangerous one with uncomfortably long neck capable of reaching the rider too-- is my view. She initially wanted to go away with children after Rajiv's assassination, but the mafia in Congress prevailed to make votes out of the tragedy. You will be surprised if you analyse, the utter powerless feeling that the most powerful live day to day, forced to move only in a particular direction because of the balance of arguments for or against a decision never agrees to their own judgment, but the appearance has to be kept up , to survive in their own position, compromising with life daily."